I'm writing this in the middle of the night. I cant stand my eyes but I really want to say something here.
So I was chatting with my friend yesterday, a junior in my highschool. Here are some of the whole nearly 2 hours chat I can remember.
A: Pure statements need pure facts. its a shame that thoughts are not facts.
A: I do freestyle, not choreography shit.
A: When it gets to the point where you dont know what your saying, its the point when you speak your mind.
A: Too many strong people holding this country.
A: I told you, my brain thinks too much.
And many more. I even asked him to remember everything he said and write it down and email it. The convo was interesting. And I'm truly amazed that a boy like him, which is a lot younger than me, could ever think about all those heavy stuff. From life, social, humanity, politic, education system, love... I gotta say that he's a genius. He's a damn genius in his own way. And at some points I know that being genius isnt only how you score in your academic status, but also how you think about things around you. How you react. How you speak. How you treat the world and all the surroundings. I'm 100% sure there's something out there waiting for him, something damn good.
Another one is from my overseas friend.
"Fuck you, you said your ugly in that vlog your not ugly your pretty don't put yourself down like that here have some of my positivity, I have lots of it".
I have to admit that that was damn harsh. Probably the most, I've ever heard -or read- this year. And he was directing those words, to me, obviously. At one side I hate to read it -and on a low scale, him- as there's the word fuck in there. Fuck, is a strong word. And for God sake I hate it. But at some points I realized he's right. I let myself down for nothing. I gave myself negativity shits. I hated my own guts. I didnt feel good about myself and etc. He taught me about positivity. He reminded me. He brought it back to me. He, who lives miles miles away, and not me.
Soo, I'd love to thank both of these friends of mine for being so nice and inspiring :) You guys are awesome.
So I was chatting with my friend yesterday, a junior in my highschool. Here are some of the whole nearly 2 hours chat I can remember.
A: Pure statements need pure facts. its a shame that thoughts are not facts.
A: I do freestyle, not choreography shit.
A: When it gets to the point where you dont know what your saying, its the point when you speak your mind.
A: Too many strong people holding this country.
A: I told you, my brain thinks too much.
And many more. I even asked him to remember everything he said and write it down and email it. The convo was interesting. And I'm truly amazed that a boy like him, which is a lot younger than me, could ever think about all those heavy stuff. From life, social, humanity, politic, education system, love... I gotta say that he's a genius. He's a damn genius in his own way. And at some points I know that being genius isnt only how you score in your academic status, but also how you think about things around you. How you react. How you speak. How you treat the world and all the surroundings. I'm 100% sure there's something out there waiting for him, something damn good.
Another one is from my overseas friend.
"Fuck you, you said your ugly in that vlog your not ugly your pretty don't put yourself down like that here have some of my positivity, I have lots of it".
I have to admit that that was damn harsh. Probably the most, I've ever heard -or read- this year. And he was directing those words, to me, obviously. At one side I hate to read it -and on a low scale, him- as there's the word fuck in there. Fuck, is a strong word. And for God sake I hate it. But at some points I realized he's right. I let myself down for nothing. I gave myself negativity shits. I hated my own guts. I didnt feel good about myself and etc. He taught me about positivity. He reminded me. He brought it back to me. He, who lives miles miles away, and not me.
Soo, I'd love to thank both of these friends of mine for being so nice and inspiring :) You guys are awesome.
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