Wait, how long have I blatantly abandoned you again, blog? Last time I wrote was probably last year.
I'm just in my bed all covered up in my blankie and snuggly to my pillows on a saturday night, that's if you wanna know. I'm not complaining, dont take me wrong you guys. I'm more of a stay-at-home person and saturday nights have no more values than the other nights to me, but let me tell you this; I am bored quite terribly.
How so? I dont even know. Oh what do I know lately. The day was nice and relaxing actually. On a rundown-ish form it would be like this:
1. Woke up real early. Fresh air. Birds chirping. Fed my pet fishes and turtles. Stretched real nice I felt like my soul had left my body.
2. Poppy (my new pet, a bird, gender's yet identified but let's just call it Poppy), started to get used to its name. It chirped back when we called her name. cute.
3. Breakfast with the entire family at our backyard. Filled with laughter and all, it was warm. I guess I had been pretty busy just to have that moment anymore lately.
4. Movie marathon with my sister while eating the cheesecake I bought from Cizz yesterday. One tasted plain with some sense of caffeine, the other one was purrrfect! Definitely pulling over to grab some more later.
5. I took a really relaxing hot shower and it was really, really, relaxing. and hot. and relaxing.
6. I kinda had a day start-up with a news that my bandmate slash middle school friend was married. I kinda had a sudden hatred for social medias that moment. (Oh but I'm so happy for her marriage! She looked pretty in white!)
But on the downside, it got quite boring as the day went on. Everyone was sort of out having their own business. Aaand, my sister and I were just slugging it at home for the day. A was out with his friend too I guess, I dont know, said he went to see Edge of Tomorrow. A is my partner, that's if you're wondering for a brief moment. Not much talking today. Kinda upsetting. No, very upsetting though thought he could keep me company but, what 'cha gonna do with this distance between us both? I was and am definitely not in the mood for slow cheesy songs today.
Just, a couple more days till internship. It starts on Monday, June 9. I was very excited about it but... I sort of lost my boosters and energy along the way. Have I told you I had quite a draining week? Yeah, I've just done with my finals week. Not just finals that I had to deal with but also everything else at once. Just very emotionally draining. If I was a robot I'd probably in a zero-battery state right now. I need a recharge, desperately. I dont know know what or how am I supposed or going to do for that but I the only thing I know is that... I need that shit real bad.
But, I had booked my plane tickets for a flight next week to another town. Just gonna take a couple of days off from office and I'll be visiting some relatives there. I have a mixed feeling about that. The only thing that excites me was the plane trip, and food trip. Okay, that just made it two things.
What else to say? I want to graduate so badly I feel headache? I hate stupid drivers on the road? I'm craving for a new hatchback? I'm craving for an SUV actually? I need more eyeshadow palletes? I need to read some more new good books? I want to cuddle? I feel like dyeing my hair two shades brighter? I need some spa? I need a new keyboard protector in pink or white? I want to drive non-stop without braking on an empty road while screaming? Why am I starting to think about marriage? School? Higher degree? Pursuing master degree? Taxes? Bills? Future investment? Adult responsibilities? Gosh there are just so many things wandering in my head right now but looking at those questions (yes, they are kind of problematic and super random) you can grasp a little of what's happening inside a tiny bit.
My fingers are tired. It's almost 11pm. Not sure if I'd even go to sleep as soon as I end my writing (probably still scrolling down through my tumblr dashboard unintentionally) but an end is an end, soooooo bye!
I'm just in my bed all covered up in my blankie and snuggly to my pillows on a saturday night, that's if you wanna know. I'm not complaining, dont take me wrong you guys. I'm more of a stay-at-home person and saturday nights have no more values than the other nights to me, but let me tell you this; I am bored quite terribly.
How so? I dont even know. Oh what do I know lately. The day was nice and relaxing actually. On a rundown-ish form it would be like this:
1. Woke up real early. Fresh air. Birds chirping. Fed my pet fishes and turtles. Stretched real nice I felt like my soul had left my body.
2. Poppy (my new pet, a bird, gender's yet identified but let's just call it Poppy), started to get used to its name. It chirped back when we called her name. cute.
3. Breakfast with the entire family at our backyard. Filled with laughter and all, it was warm. I guess I had been pretty busy just to have that moment anymore lately.
4. Movie marathon with my sister while eating the cheesecake I bought from Cizz yesterday. One tasted plain with some sense of caffeine, the other one was purrrfect! Definitely pulling over to grab some more later.
5. I took a really relaxing hot shower and it was really, really, relaxing. and hot. and relaxing.
6. I kinda had a day start-up with a news that my bandmate slash middle school friend was married. I kinda had a sudden hatred for social medias that moment. (Oh but I'm so happy for her marriage! She looked pretty in white!)
But on the downside, it got quite boring as the day went on. Everyone was sort of out having their own business. Aaand, my sister and I were just slugging it at home for the day. A was out with his friend too I guess, I dont know, said he went to see Edge of Tomorrow. A is my partner, that's if you're wondering for a brief moment. Not much talking today. Kinda upsetting. No, very upsetting though thought he could keep me company but, what 'cha gonna do with this distance between us both? I was and am definitely not in the mood for slow cheesy songs today.
Just, a couple more days till internship. It starts on Monday, June 9. I was very excited about it but... I sort of lost my boosters and energy along the way. Have I told you I had quite a draining week? Yeah, I've just done with my finals week. Not just finals that I had to deal with but also everything else at once. Just very emotionally draining. If I was a robot I'd probably in a zero-battery state right now. I need a recharge, desperately. I dont know know what or how am I supposed or going to do for that but I the only thing I know is that... I need that shit real bad.
But, I had booked my plane tickets for a flight next week to another town. Just gonna take a couple of days off from office and I'll be visiting some relatives there. I have a mixed feeling about that. The only thing that excites me was the plane trip, and food trip. Okay, that just made it two things.
What else to say? I want to graduate so badly I feel headache? I hate stupid drivers on the road? I'm craving for a new hatchback? I'm craving for an SUV actually? I need more eyeshadow palletes? I need to read some more new good books? I want to cuddle? I feel like dyeing my hair two shades brighter? I need some spa? I need a new keyboard protector in pink or white? I want to drive non-stop without braking on an empty road while screaming? Why am I starting to think about marriage? School? Higher degree? Pursuing master degree? Taxes? Bills? Future investment? Adult responsibilities? Gosh there are just so many things wandering in my head right now but looking at those questions (yes, they are kind of problematic and super random) you can grasp a little of what's happening inside a tiny bit.
My fingers are tired. It's almost 11pm. Not sure if I'd even go to sleep as soon as I end my writing (probably still scrolling down through my tumblr dashboard unintentionally) but an end is an end, soooooo bye!
