Saturday, December 25, 2010

My countdown is over! MERRY CHRISTMAS TO Y'ALLLL!!!

ask Santa to give away his deers. they're just too awesome. lols
I'll be going for a long "journey" guys, gotta keep myself away from this stuff. I'll see you next year!
poof!

Friday, December 24, 2010

Everyone....

used to splash their feelings in their diary, tells the diary their daily routine, what they love, hate, problems, their deepest secrets. Now a lot of people just write them as facebook statuses. To be honest, if you have a problem, talking to the person directly might solve the problem quicker&easier than putting it as statuses. Well that’s my opinion anyway. Like, in the old times, if you like someone, send chocolates and roses and put your initials on a piece of paper, but now, it’s always facebook statuses, hinting. Might aswell tag the person on the status, lol. Well on the other side, it is hard to express your love, or problems to someone. C’est la vie. Haha
-Salmon <3

I love making people laugh, that makes me feel like I have a purpose in life :) - me

Snacks for Holiday! YAY

I have some snacks suggestions
....
ya... I really do have snacks suggestions for holiday :D
I'm just gonna make it short and simple but here's the list

- a family size bag of pistachio

- Hersheys bar!!!

- Krispy Kreme (is that how you write it? idk whatever but they taste like heavennn lol)

- Kinder's Happy Hippo

- Ferrero Rocher (the one with 3 cochoballs in a bar)

- Mountain Dew!

- Oreo (uum but maybe not really much, it has high trans fats in every piece of it)

- Apple juice (whatever apple juice you can find) lol


So I think that's all. They seem really nomnoms. Lol.
Have a great weekend guys, hope you enjoy it with the beloved ones. Merry Christmas and happy almost new year to all of you :)
Bye! POOF!

How To....

Hi, how do you deal with haters?
- gurlzz, like Justin Bieber says, haters gonnna hate. so yeah, whats your problem fudge off nosy retards.

*smiley face*
God bless your life :]

Thursday, December 23, 2010

NEWWW EWW!

Hi everyone!

I'm so sorry, it's been ages and I havent really talked to you :{ I was busy studying like a dork. Last week was a heck busy week. Exams and stuff -,- But as you can see now I'm back here coz it's holiday now and I'm so friggin excited for that :D I bought a new book yesterday and it's Nostradamus, The Good News. I havent really finished it (yeah, still in the introduction part now) but think it will be... exciting? Well Idk, I know nothing about Notradamus except he had a lot of predictions about things.
On a side note, I'm working my ass on my youtube channel again! YAAAAYY!
I didnt really look after it last days but now, heck yeahhh. I am so excited! :)

so what's new with you guys? let me know. I'd reaaally love to know. And this is my sweetest HI to all of my new visitors and readers. I'm gonna say, welcome, I'm glad to have you in my coffee shop :) 

Monday, December 6, 2010

Wicked Grocery Shooping!

I had the funniest, the most fucked up, the most wicked, the silliest, grocery shopping today. I couldnt stop laughing to take a breathe for even a sec. Haha.
That was really funny. Thanks to my partners in crime who have accompanied me today. You guys are highly thanked. You guys are fuckin psycho. Lol.

So... I think friendship never ends.
And life feels a looot better when you have friends to laugh with.

  
Please leave me ur comment below, telling me what's the best moment you've ever had with your bestfriends? :) 

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

I FUDGIN MISS YOUUU!

HI!
hehe :D

hi everyone! hiiii! I am soooo excited for no reason at all and it's 11pm but I have a lot of energy! woot!
lol
I just miss you all my visitors, readers, friends and every single of you. I feel like I havent really posted and talked to you much since I was re-programmed.
and by re-programmed I mean taking some day off from using my brain to think so here I am now.. a total stupid 16 year old.
now I need to be re-smarted.
but enough with all the depressing stuff, I'd love to know your Thanksgiving day! yay! so how was it? was it great? what did you do? who did you spend it with? and woohoo! it's December already. It snows everywhere! how's the winter? haha I bet it's friggin cold.
wow, that was a lot of words and questions. haha. but hope you all dont mind it and I REALLY hope you guys reply it by leaving your comment below, letting me know EVERYTHING :)

Saturday, November 20, 2010

I Wouldnt Have To

Soo, I was online on Facebook. And there was a post from a friend in Sydney.
She said that she's got enough and sick of that place and all she wanted was coming back to the place where I live now (she was in my town for few years)
Funny.
All I want is being in HER PLACE again.
Another story, a friend of mine just moved to my school from UK. And aaaall I see about him is how deep he regrets it to be here. It's like he doesnt wanna be here at all. It's like if the plane ticket is cheap enough for him, he would go all the way to UK, chilling in his house watching Family Guy and dressing up for Halloween.
It's just funny when I realized that some people really do have different taste of life.
I dont judge and I'm not talking about which is the bad one or the good one. They all depend on how people think about life itself.
Me, personally, I'm sick of being here. really. I would run away like a crazy horse to anywhere but not here. I wouldnt have to see those crazy 8 year olds riding motorbike in the streets. I wouldnt have to walk in the fucked up sidewalks. I wouldnt have to deal with nosy bitches. I wouldnt have to wear uniform to school. And more and more and still more "I Wouldnt Have To"s.

My life here hasn't been the best I could wish. Since I became teenager I've been depressed, because of the people around me. And by people around me I mean those who freak me out and those who have moved out and settled in the other part of this world. I dont wanna be here.

I am SO MAD

 
I am so mad right now :)
and I'm smiling like a serial killer.
I've got NOTHING for dinner and that really pissed me off. really.
I havent shopped at all on Friday so there I go... empty fridge. 
There's only milk, tofu, eggs and nuggets and just it and I dont want them!
I tried to do my experimental tofu and that tasted like shit.
Now I'm sitting in front of the screen and totes mad.

I need mom.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

:')

Mom and dad just called me from Makkah. Far far away. I've never felt this far from my parents. Or, my family. I'm still living in my house like I always did for 16 years (those years that I spent in Syd doesnt count), but my parents arent here, my brother is staying at his friend's house for three days, and my sister is now in my cousin's house. So, it is just me, all alone (and my half day maid)
I did cry when I talked to my dad. He asked "any funny things happened?"
I said "Too much to tell and this weird phone connection isnt gonna make it funny anymore"
And he laughed.
Hah how I miss my mom and dad.

Things I Really Want #01

Pink Ipod Bear. HOW CUTE IS THAT? seriously?!
Pink Cellphones!
Barbie with a cam! WOW
Girly Version of Gundam RX - 78 (wow)
USD1800.00 at brownsfashion.com. Dior shocking pink woven bag
Sekure D. Pink Nike PROd
Pink Casio Exilim Camera (Hello Kitty edition)
Pink Hello Kitty watch and I dont know who made it!! ughhh!
Pink car interior
Pink Hello Kitty Gun (I want it but I dont know what it is for) 

Pink Hello Kitty TV set. OMG I'm dying.
Pink Hello Kitty Water Dispenser. I wouldnt drink any of the water if I had this



Later did I know that pink gives me joy
less than 3.
less than 3

<3 

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Sunday, November 7, 2010

DAILYREVI - About Me, My Books and Pens

Hey! Hey!

Wow, it's Sunday now. I cant believe it's already Monday tomorrow. It's gonna be the second Monday without my mom and dad. Yes, it's been a week. I'm struggling here with my brother and sister to stay alive. Haha. It was all fun anyway. Except for the shopping part.
Yes, I've always loved shopping until I knew that shopping for groceries sucks.
I hate bringing a big plastic bag full of milk boxes and flour and eggs and mangoes and cereals. I shopped ’til my fingers turned the color of my tongue because of all the heavy bags I was carrying.
Try it. It works to get your right hand longer than the other one.

You've read it. You've read what I just wrote.
I love writing.
I love doodling.
I love drawing something randomly.
I love eating my chocolate bread with chocolate milk.

But the whole point of these is I love writing, A LOT.
I think that's the only reason why I started blogging. I wanted to write.
I wanted to write about my life, my school, my family, my favorite things, my crushes (havent done it though, will do!), and etc etc etc.
I have my own diary and I use to write everything I feel and everything that comes to mind on it.
I feel like, THAT is the thing. THAT is what I called with writing.
Writing is all about papers, pen, and free thoughts.
I don’t know any better way to express myself than through writing, and especially if I wrote the things right when I think of it. It’s the best way of communication, to me :)

Aww did I sound serious and dramatic? :]
Blame the freakin cold rain outside my window. It makes me feel like I'm turning emo.
I'll talk to you guys later, bye! smooch! <3

Sunday, September 26, 2010

I Really Wanted to Say

Hi guys. What's crackin? So, lately, I just realised that I've been saying a lot of wacky (?), fucked up and poetic (?) things. And instead of forgetting all of them while they're pretty good, I decided to make them quotes and show you all here. Enjoy! :) oh! leave me your comment below telling me which one your fav is! (if there's any. LOL)

"This is gonna be tough. all I have to do is stay in the path. end what I've started" - Myself

"Sore throat, headache, stuffy nose, bags under my eyes and this retarded book in front of me, good night." - Myself

"....Wait, since when is a book retarded? oh! next week is my bday! now really, night universe!" - Myself

"New random vlog up in an hour :) stay tuned on Youtube guys!" - Myself

"I never get jealous when i see my ex with someone else, my parents taught me to give used toys to the less fortunate" - Satria Nur Alam.

"Currently at Natasha. do not ask, I'm just trying to fix my face up" - Myself

"10 points plus Africa for you!! RT @jemartsani: u are hungry! RT @edgyrevi: bzzztt zzzt buuurbb buuurb zzzzzt burb brrrt" - Myself (via Twitter)

"OMG YOU GUYSS!! I just broke my pinky fingernail and see now it's bleeding!" - Myself

"This thing is really fucked up. I'm outtt, byeeee" - Myself

"I swore a lot when the doctor tried to push the pimples out. guys, that hurts as hell I'm telling you" - Myself

"@satrianuralam come on, what's better than a bubble butt? dare me to literally kick some. lol" - Myself (via Twitter)

"papaya for breakfast. yes, I'm dieting :L" - Myself

"I know right! lol. Im sacrificing RT @arianurfikry: aren't papaya supposed to be a stimulant for bowel movement? for breakfast? really?" - Myself 

"I always love to be the part of hedonism club. anyway, morning guys." - Myself

"Great morning starts with a nice Try Out. trust me, I'm lying." - Myself 

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

DAILYREVI - Take Me Out Is A Retarded Show?!

So one day I was watching this TV show where those boys or men or even grandphas are 'chasing' (?) for a girl who stands in the middle of them. And they'd do anything to attract the girl, so the girl would choose them and BOOM they could go out together later and they could say 'This girl is all mine'.

is it just me or you do also think that it's kinda creepy?
LOL. I think it is. but it does really happen and it does exist. I dont know why in the world would a retard make such TV show? Weird.
Off to the main topic. Today's topic is Being Single.
Yes, I am single. I broke up with my ex about 3 or 4 months ago? Damn I dont remember (and I dont want to). And there was someone out there in Japan but we knew we wont make it. You can call it tragic. Alrite enough said.
Being single is the happiest thing ever. You woudnt have to worry about a bf who stalks you after school wherever you go, you dont have to worry about unimportant texts every single day, you dont have to care for someone when you dont want to, and you can be with anyone you want everytime without getting illegal.


However, even though there are lots of great things about being single, sometimes I’m just tired of being single. Is anybody else tired of being single sometimes? It's okay to admit it, it's just "sometimes". No denial please.

So today, when I was going out of the class, a guy friend talked to me. And he said that he wouldnt want to go to any other events cause he got no other friends to go with. No, not that he's a loner and weird, it's because his buddies are all going with their girlfriends while my guy friend is single.
I felt him actually. I know exactly how it feels. But I'm kinda better cause in my girls circle, there's still some of them who is single. (Although more than half of them have bfs). Here's the thing, I kinda want to be in a relationship now, but I dont want it to get me in to a hard, crappy, emo situation like every relationship does. Cause being a single means you're a SuperGirl and I still want to be like that. While in the other side, I want someone to care about me. (Find it difficult? Yes I made it sounds complicated)
So here's my question to you, are you single? If yes, what do you feel about it? And if no, do you want to be single or you're just gonna stick with ur boy like glue? Leave me your comment letting me knowww! ;)
xoxo! <3

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Saturday





  

  

  

  

  

   

  

 

  
Those are my random pictures which were taken on Saturday. There are still some to upload but not edited  yet. I love Saturday.
Quick Facts: 
 The AWAS shirt is bought in Bali few months ago.
 The bunny and bear dolls are given by Yui Nishimura. My bff when we were in elementary school. Lol. She's a Japanese and she made the dolls herself. Ah I miss her.
The Shin Ramyun is real korean noodle soup. Kinda hard to get one here. And it tastes YUMMY
 The Tiger, Piglet and Robot stuffs arent mine. Those are my sister's :p

Monday, August 16, 2010

DONE

Laptop, books, note books, thick books, another books.
Brown pencil case, black tote bag, another books.
Books.
And still books.

I'm done reading my thick Biology book.
I'm sick of seeing shits on my Math book.
I'm gonna puke on my Physics book.
I think I'm going to live the rest of my life with another books.

This time, I wont sleep with my fluffy Teddy and pink pillowcase.
This time, I wont have a glass of milk before bed.
I will have my eyes staring at my Hystory book.
I will sleep with my sexy books tonight.
The sexiness that doesnt turn me on.

Sorry mom, the Guess Swarovski watch wont stop me sleeping.
I am a grizzle bear in a world of bees.
I'm tired of being forced to study the things I dont want to learn.
I'm sick of the lame education system in this nowhere country.
And this night, I want to let the world know, that my brain is done with this shit.



Monday, August 16th 2010
01.12am,
while finishing my Bahasa and Bio homework

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Run Away

The Facebook feature showed me your album.
I barely hold my curiousity.
I saw you, again.

If I could bottle the smell of the wet grass.
I'd make it perfect and send it to you.
If I could bottle the amount of my tears.
It'd be a lot on your way.

I still have your last message on my phone.
I might never lose it.
I still have the dream you'd kiss me before bed.
And up all night with laughters when we get insomniac.
End up with fries and coke and the long name lists for kids.

The night knows how much I've been grieving for the best vow you've taken.
The freezing air wont stop me complaining.
Of why you're settling in a warmth of spring under the cherry blossom tree,
and I'm sitting in my car that gets me to school.

Life must promise us to get meet in Sydney.
Take a walk together from the university to the Chippendale.
Leave your boring pallace.
Run away with me.



Sunday, August 15th 2010
00.53am 

To the man who feels empty out there
Run away with me

Mikano Mizura 

Saturday, August 14, 2010

DAILYREVI - No Gardener No Chocolate?!

Hi everyone! Sorry that I just came up with a post cause I've been busy.
Yes, I've been busy studying, like a..... dork.

LOL, no, but seriously, my schedule killed me. And kills me, still.
Well, let's just start before I get crazy here hahaha.

Last week, on Saturday, my friend from Bristol just came to Indonesia. I was so hyper and excited that I was gonna meet her. Cause it's been more than ages we didnt meet each other. Shortly, we met up at a mall. And it was nearly canceled when I knew that my mom and dad werent at home to get me there. Dont judge me spoilled. The truth is, I always need someone to get me somewhere. I can drive a car but my mom dont let me. I can just take a public transport but it is way too hard to get to the main gate of my residence. I can just jog along way, but Imma end up dead.
I almost gave up on transportation I would use. But then, I had my gardener to get me there. It was just a lil circle of us. There were her, me and two others. :D
Just a quick meeting before all of us got to go home, and she left me these...

aaaww, I really want to thank her for giving me uber cute keychain that I wanna fuck <3 <3 <3
look at her (let's just consider IT as a female stranded doll) eyes, so big and blue.
I think Imma drown.

FYI: eating those Galaxy chocolates made me crazy for more chocolates. And here I am with some crappy pimples. But I still love choco. So the lesson is, Never Say Never To Chocolate! :P

Aaand, here is a REAL random vid of all time. Just click, and you'll be seeing a pointless shit on my Youtube page and wasting 2 second of your life. Enjoy! :}

Oh! And almost forgot, I'll be doing the ASKREVI section  tomorrow or probably tonight, if I'm free O_O
Alrite you guys, I gotta go. Happy fasting for you if you do fast. Be glad that you're about to be slim. See you! Remember, NEVER SAY NEVER TO CHOCOLATE

Teehee.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

DAILYREVI - Zombies Are In The House?!

Hey what's up you guys? So glad to write on this space again. I've been missing you a lot :}

So today, I'm fasting. it's 17.32 here and like 30 more mins I can break it.
Just letting you know, I'm starving.
Like seriously I'm  starving as hell. No, hell is hot and I'm not feeling hot right now.
And if some of you guys, somewhere in this world, wondering about "Why the hell are you fasting rev?!" it's  because I have to payback my last-year-fastings. No it's not Ramadhan yet now. I didnt do it last year for couple of days because of....... yeah, you know, girl's monthly guest.

***

Aaand I was blogwalking this morning and checking my friend's blog. He says that he went to Singapore and visited a place named Body World.
at first it sounds like a gym, to me. but then he wrote "A lil bit creepy there, seeing those dead bodies with no skin and you can even see a dead baby inside of a dead-mom-stomach".

I threw up.
Well maaayyybe not that bad but seriously I kinda felt like I wanted to. Almost. Then I googled it, and here is what I found. Just click at the link or you can google it and click the 'picture' button to see those zombies in an exhibitions.

Well, I think that's all from me, I gotta go now!
bye! much love! xoxo

Monday, July 26, 2010

DAILYREVI - Temporary Tattoo?!

got any bestfriend?
love them?
care for them?

sometimes I wonder how bestfriends who used to glued at each other suddenly moving on with their own way. I mean, literally.
I'm kind of amazed how it ends so fast.
last day I saw them doing their hair at salon, having their lunch together, gossiping about dorks, hating fat girls, cheating together, going to some gigs, shopping.
but now they're like shits.
they left her. and she left them. they dont talk to each other. not even for a 'hi'.

I dont understand. to me, friendship is the prettiest diamond I've ever had. and is the hardest thing to understand.
mayyyybe universe keeps it as a secret. a secret of how a friendship goes.
and maaaayybe, some people just treat their so-called-bestfriend as a temporary tattoo.
when they get bored with it, they'll remove it.

but again, to me, I'll always keep my precious diamonds and will never ever let them go. cause without friends, I'm such a spongeass :P

Sunday, July 25, 2010

DAILYREVI - Siblings.

hey what's up everyone? :) \m/ finally, I get time to write again. but oh crap, it's 10pm already here, and tomorrow is damn Monday. not gonna write much.
soo, let's just start.
I was replying some tweets and there was the thing.
it was a tweet of my friend. actually a pretty close friend. I found that she was tweeting with her sister.
I'd really wanna tell you how exactly the tweet was, but as a writer, I couldnt.
I have some barriers and lines and rules and whatsoever the name is, so privacy, is still privacy.

but I can say that the tweet was about she, and her sister who was tidying her room up and my friend gave her a compliment. and then on the next tweet, my friend told her that their mom kept thinking about her sister until she lost her appetite. so lastly, her younger sister told her that she loves their mom. one and the last thing that matters is: my friend told her to be a nice good girl and keep taking care of herself. also to look after their mom, and be good at her younger sister's new school.

simply said, they're separated.

and they miss each other.

kasih sayang saudara saudaramu adalah kasih sayang paling tulus yang bisa seseorang berikan kepadamu. Karena mereka, sedarah denganmu.  Karena mereka pernah tinggal di rahim yang sama denganmu. Karena simply, mereka saudara kandungmu.

sooo, the last thing I want to say is, jadilah saudara yang baik. setidaknya, jadilah orang terbaik yang pernah saudara lo punya. jadi mereka gak bakal pernah nyesel buat memiliki lo semua sebagai saudaranya :)
gue, mulai sekarang juga, akan berusaha jadi kakak yang baik.gue mau jadi kakak yang baik, yang gak akan pernah bikin adik adik gue nyesel,
bahwa mereka punya gue sebagai kakak mereka :)

just arrived in Bali, few months ago :)

Monday, July 5, 2010

Goodbye, My Childhood.

hey guys, I wont write as much as I did on my previous posts, am sorry. I have no time lately but, am sure gonna write lot of things and stuffs ASAP.
alrite, now, I found this, which is actually not mine, but this guy's post and all of his sayings inside are so me. you know, like, he wrote what I was thinking. so just let's off to the main topic. enjoy!
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Goodbye Childhood: Toy Story 3 Reactions
by Zack Hightower (check his site! http://zackhightower.wordpress.com/)

".....This is not a review for Toy Story 3. This is merely my reaction to seeing it and how much it seemed to (oddly enough) affect me. Having said that there are spoilers in the article about the film. If you haven’t seen it yet and intend to then I urge you not to read this until then. Otherwise, please enjoy.

I was maybe ten or eleven when I received a Buzz Lightyear figure in my stocking for Christmas. I played with that thing for months after that. Buzz was always my favorite growing up. He was fun and exciting. He, to me, represented that one toy I always got every single year that out ranked my older ones. But it was more than that. Pixar had wisely created a character, that also became a toy, to end all toys. I saw Buzz not as something or someone but as a constant that no matter what was going on around me, it’ll always be fun and cool to have.

I had Buzz and my little brother has Woody. We would always make crazy adventures for these toys to go on and spend hours just playing and watching the movies. We saw both Toy Story movies together in theaters and were always excited about rewatching them over and over again. Hours went by as we argued about which toy was better. Chances are he doesn’t remember any of this, him being six at the time, but I remember it fondly.

Now, I think back on that and kind of laugh at the absurdity of my thought process. To be so emotionally connected to something that has no actually personality or life is somewhat odd for me now. I’m not saying it’s a good thing, nor am I implying its bad, it just leaves me feeling odd to say the least. Odd in a way that something happened to me the other day that just took me by surprise.

Wal-Mart is boring as hell. My little brother had just shipped off to boot camp and Ryan was trying to cheer me up so we went to buy a DVD to watch. After picking some random $5.00 movie I stumbled into the toys to see what children are playing with these days. It all consisted of action heroes from cartoons that I’ve never heard of and electronic toys that just required little attention/no imagination. It was very disconcerting to me to see children not having to imagine anything anymore when everything thing they played with seemed to be spoon fed to them.

That is until I saw the last aisle.

Ryan and I turned the corner and saw all the merchandise for Toy Story 3. Lego’s, cloth dolls with actual pull strings, slinky dogs, stencils, viewmaster slides and even a train set sat before our eyes as my heart slightly melted. Ryan and I both paused for a moment and dove in, looking at everything we could. Sure, it was product tie-in for a major movie franchise owned by a huge greedy company with no respect for the things they make/distribute – Disney, not Pixar – but I didn’t mind. This was my childhood being brought back. This was from a time where people would hand us a stuffed animal or an action figure and we’d come up with one-hundred different scenarios for these toys to be in. That’s the moment I began to really get excited about Toy Story 3.

So, of course, I went to see it with some friends on opening weekend. And, like everyone on the internet, it knocked the wind out of me at the end. I cried. Which isn’t too surprising for anyone my age who grew up with these characters. Everyone else I know that saw it cried also. In fact, I’m not sure there was a dry eye in the theater. When Andy gave away Buzz and Woody to the little girl down the street and played with them one last time it brought me to tears. To be honest with you I’m not entirely sure why. Maybe it’s because Andy seemed to be enjoying having one last hoorah with his toys as much as they were. He was their world and without him they weren’t truly alive. Sure, they walked around, talked and went on wacky adventures but all of those things was for one person… Andy. To have Andy give away his toys to someone who would love them as much as he would was touching. But it wasn’t just that either. Woody was just as much saying goodbye to Andy also. He knew he was done in Andy’s life and opted to let him go gracefully and make someone else happy. It was just really touching and emotionally satisfying. It was everything I wanted out of the movie.

After the film a friend of mine said something that summed up the movie for me perfectly, “It’s the end of our childhood.” Just like Andy with his toys, I’ll never be that carefree again or that imaginative. Hell, sometimes it’s hard for me to suspend my disbelief while watching TV, let alone giving an inanimate object life. It reminded me of a place that I remembered fondly but can never return to.

Having said all that I’m not sure why I’m writing this. I guess I’m just sentimental...."

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Something About Attitude

Something about attitude.

this is so gonna be a big deal, to me. I love people who knows how to treat someone else well in a very polite way. make it simpler, I love polite people. and I bet so does everyone else.
well, you are unfortunately what you say and what you do and how you response. and no matter how you like it, it is how the norm works on us as a living human.
and I know you're tired. you're freaked out. you're stressed out.
but so does everyone else.
you ought to know that it is not only you who feels the burnout. everyone feels the exactly same pressure.
included, me.

everyone is different from many ways of thinking. different perspective. different manners. and different life.
my life, is such an unusual teen life with movies and crappy school life. no, that's not what I'm livin for. mine is, attending this and that, drive to one place to another places, meeting some business partners, supporting many old-people (I meant, like 30 or 40ies) events, photoshooting with my girls, tryna some make ups, and many more. which is not easy to do when you're just a 15 y.o girl who still studies at school and hasnt got the driving license yet.

and as I wrote the explanation above, I wish you would stop blaming me like I'm not tired and less responsible.
if you're asking about my sacrifice, I've sacrificed a lot. you just didnt know how much is it. 

so, attitude remains to how you speak and what you say. and also how you handle everything without looked like a failed bossy amateur.
so yeah, have fun with this attitude lesson everyone, keep your manner :D

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Who Just Biebered?

hi everyone! today, I'm gonna talk about, JUSTIN BIEBER.


I dont know him. so that's why I asked you :|
LOL. no, seriously, who doesnt know him? everyone knows him. everyone worships and hates him (alrite, these are two different thing) and you know what?

I'm horribly sleepy.

ehhmm, okay, sorry. I'm typing this at about 00.43am. can you believe that? I'm blogging in a really early morning. and my eyes are melting
back to the main topic about the boy. that Bieberic boy. 
just so you know, he's a trending topic on Twitter for almost... ummm... ALWAYS. that's cool seeing a teen boy being a trending topic and got his last name as a.. Fan Name? oh whatsoever with that.

speaking about him, what I know is, he's a "Youtuber" who sang well true his videos till one day, a man named Usher found him and raised him until he's such an immortal trending topic now. kewl. I dont hate him, but I'm not saying that I like him. or, I'm a fan of him. NO. cause I'm not. I'm neutral. I think his music is okay (tho some people who dont see his face thought that he's a sweet girl who sings a Happy Birthday), and he's pretty well good looking too with that babyface look and innocent look.
nothing but his fans got my nerves! ARGH, no offense people but seriously stop consider him as your God, cause he's not. he's just a 15 (is he 15?) years old boy who sings cutely and dance with a big girl that makes him look like even younger.

once more, no offense.

I like his song in title One Time anyway. and the accoustic ver is nice to hear too. he has the ability. he has the talent. he just have to improve it as he grows older and older :)

anyway, this is totally pointless. I'm writing this with no reason and I dont really know what to show. but I found this newest vid from Ryan Higa and it's about Justin Bieber too. so, take a look ;)
 

that's what he says, now this is the game.
I'd really like to hear your opinions about Justin Bieber. and any other thing that relates to him.
so, dont be afraid to talk here.

give me your comment about him under this post (you can see that "comment" button there)
aaand, for all who read this, no offense :)

thank you. I really better sleep now cause I still have 2 more days to struggle in until I get my quick holiday in Bali. YEAAA Bali!
I'm going to Bali this week. I wont tell you the exact date, but I'll be back to Bandung next week.
so, bye readers! POOOFF!

Sunday, April 25, 2010

I Called it Dinamic

ever felt like no one gets you?
or maybe, you feel sad but you dont know why it is
or, you do really want to cry but the tears dont come out

I called it dinamic.

and ever felt like you're happy in a minute then turn to be moodless a minute after that?
or maybe, you feel happy but it feels incomplete
or, there's nothing bad happen but you feel like your mood keeps swinging

I called it dinamic, still

it is such a human nature when you cant figure out what you're feeling. and it's totally normal when you find it inside you. cause you know what, I felt it too.


I called it dinamic, folks

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Just A Simply-Said-Note for You All

hello everyone.
ummm, there are some things I want to say. but too bad I have no passion to write it all by words. typical, I'm lazy. hahahaha. so, I better put these vids and let you know what I am feeling now.
go check this vid out




aaaand one more, go watch this



(those vids are made by Ryan Higa (twitter: @TheRealRyanHiga)


okay, now you guys know what I feel right?
then please, be understanding -,-

ah enough said.
byee

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Major Exhaustion
















I've thought about this few days ago.

about life that I'm living now. life's supposed to be something great, unforgettable and fun. well, that is what I thought at first till I realize that life itself is not always going to be like that. this time, hurts, tears and those all thing I hate comes and ruins everything. I knew that something happen for a reason. something happen, I'm alive, I'm breathing and I'm staying here for a reason. tho I dont know what the reason is. it is just blur. so this is what I hate.
no one knows about those secrets of life that Lord has planned. nobody.
and what keeps me holding on now is just my life itself.
I do believe that everything has its ending for whatsoever happen with it. and the major exhaust either has its ending, maybe oneday, in one place, in one fine morning, and in a circle of people who loves me.
I'm just so thankful and feeling blessed that out there, right out there and even around me, there are those who care. who love. who hang around. who talk. who need. and who trusty. those living diamonds keep me from falling even worse. keep me from doing unnecessary banalities. and the faith I have for my Lord keeps me stronger and stronger to face whatever happen with life. including this major exhaust. being deaf is the only way to keep me cool. no, it doesnt mean good at all. cool there means, no expression and no passion. sometimes it works amazingly. it safe me from turning mad or crazy. I just have look after it.
well, I'm okay. I'm fine. I'm just, I'm just tired.
I know I'm lying, but I couldnt help with that. I have nothing to do with it.


I feel fine, I'm okay. the thing is, I'm just tired and needing something to sooth myself up