Sunday, July 17, 2011

Mind-Doodles

It's, on a low scale, frustrating.

Age. Places. People. Technology. Distance. Life. Friendship. Love. Rules. University. Hair. Blood pressure. Bedroom.
Happiness.
Happiness could be frustrating. Frustration could be fun.
Am I going crazy? I always am.
Am I an alien? Always.
It gets me to a point that alien is actually cool. It's different, and what's better than being different?
My goal to spend my life here for 4 more years is to learn. To learn about things in life, to be a discipline person and to appreciate everything I have in my life.
My life is pretty much coming back together now. The environment here can both pull you up higher or down, miserable. I choose to have a good environment. I dont want to make a mistake. I have to like it here right now and for the next years. Life's good.
I'll meet my old friends too in Uni by the way. Which is a very exciting thing cause I miss all of them. There'll be stories to tell and stories to learn :]
Dad said I could go to wherever I want with a requirement: straight As.
That's just another motivation. I cant just stay here in this place for any longer. I'd do whatever it takes to get me somewhere else. Or more specifically, Australia.

I am not frustrated. That was just an "intro", a warm up for this blog. I am happy, living a really good life and still not eating fish.

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