A Handy Review of 2013

To briefly put 2013 in words is just... long.

My review of the year, 2013 gave me a lot to learn.

I met someone amazing that now turned out to be a partner, I realized that I had to let go some people to remove negativities in my life, I learnt to organize things, I learnt to cook, I learnt to live healthier, I learnt to develop my mind and lifestyle into a more positive path, I learnt to be a better person, I learnt to be a better friend, I learnt that I could choose to be happy, I learnt about priorities, I learnt about how to have a good time, I learnt to appreciate the people I met and the events happened...

It was started by meeting someone amazing, that stayed across this country, Malaysia.

I met more and various other people I didnt even know I would be so close to right now.

Then it was closed by a great loss of an ex lover and best friend (lay and rest in peace, B)

I made big jumps in my life. I crashed, I fell, I failed. But I got up, I learnt, I succeed. I tried new things. I travelled. I visited amazing places I thought didnt exist. I had good cups of coffee. I had surprisingly amazing conversations with random people.

Happiness, sadness, glooms, joys, smiles, laughters, disappointment, tears, sweats,failures,  griefs... I had them all this year. I went through them all and I lived. I survived. Actually you know what, I succeed. I’m not just a survivor but I made my way all up to this point of my life and although I’m nowhere near the greatness point yet, I’m proud. I’m proud that I actually lived this year. I wasnt just letting it pass by, I lived in it and I made the best out of it.

2013 was a good year. So many things to remember. So many things to learn. So many things to appreciate. It’s definitely the year I wont ever forget. It’s definitely a turning point of my life. And I hope, as common as this may sound like, I want to live in 2014 again. I want to carve my mark. I want to succeed. I want to beat my old self. I want to deal with negativities better. I want to love better. I want to try harder. I want to focus sharper. I want to be a better friend, lover, sister, and daughter.

I’ll be 20 in 2014. I get goosebumps now just thinking about it. I’m not young anymore and life isnt a joke. A real life is waiting ahead of me and I have to stop playing around. I cant just be standing still, I want to change. For good. I’ll have so many responsibilites to hold next year and I’ll make sure I’ll be ready for it even before it comes.

Thank you, 2013, for giving me so many things in life I that made me who I am now. Thank God, for the chance to live and learn. It’s sad that a year with so many memories is ending, but it’s the time. It’s time for making new remarkable achievements and more big jumps. It’s time for us all. It’s time for us...