People I Miss, The Very Fuckin Most

This is the list of the people I currently miss as fuck.

1. Gasoy girls. Fitri, Ira, Meli, Egi, Nisce, and everyone. Apparently everyone I went to middle school with. Dinda, Zahra, Dewi. And omg the nicknames lololol. I miss the moments we struggled together during the last year of our middle school. And how we spent times together. Lunches, hang outs, basketball practices, especially the fresh jokes from the oven. They're the best.

2. Jane V. The girl I've been friends with since I was in... I dont know, playground? Or first grade? I cant remember well, but we've been friends for fuckin yearsssssss! She's the realest, awesome girl I've ever known. Kristen Stewart's number one fan. And her mum's birthday was yesterday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE! STAY YOUNG <3

3. My German teacher. Uhhhh I randomly miss the old late night convo we've ever had years ago. Talkin in German and things in between. German music (lol), German jokes, and a bit of life. This guy is really something, he was more like a friend to me. Oh, and he was still young too. So dont think of anything creepy.

4.  Nathan. This overseas Australian bestie I used to spend my nights with in front of the screen in my summer break. Lol. I miss this person so much. And the ustream moments because my webcam just didnt work :L and Bec. And the cinnamon game that tortured you for a moment lmao.

5. Adinda. The girl I went to 6th grade with. She was and is still awesome and nice and pretty and everything now. I randomly miss her :(

6. People I went to my other elementary school with. I can never forget the mini class we had. That very special one coz we were those acceleration program aliens lol. Indah, Willy (my partner in dancing), Lintang (the chubby smartass guy with something interesting inside the lunchbox everyday), Desma, Nenggar, Fikri, Inayah (she was a cute short haired girl with cute notebooks), Brian, Andreas (AHA YOU PRANKSTER), and just everyone really. I miss the dance practice we had, the performances, the itchy sparky mini skirts, sleepy maths teacher, sliding on the floor with our paper-white socks, taking pictures beside the huge tree branches beside the corridor, and everything.

7. My English teachers. Yes, teacherS, with S behind. I miss all of my English teachers during my study life. Both at school and courses. Except that one... that very scumbag one with bold eyebrows looking like a cartoon. That one, I curse him for life. But the others, I just miss them. Let me remember them.

Mrs. Indah who was so pretty and nice and friendly and humble and gave me the opportunity to be a representative for that speech contest and though I didnt win the speech, I won the wardrobe thingy instead. That was absurd.

Mr. I cant remember the name with glasses and old who always told me not to speak too fast coz he wouldnt get a thing (lol), he was both strict but very loving. He was my teacher at my middle school.

Ms. Gorgeous who had to move out because of some important reason. I did cry and gave her a bee mug. I was sad.

Ms. Quiet. A substitute for this Ms. Gorgeous who moved out. Wasnt really well noticed and um respected as she was really quiet and her voice was reaaaally low. But I did like her still. I respected her as she always had a good point actually. Last time I saw her was when I was doing a grocery shopping about, two years ago I guess.

Amanda. She was gorgeous and very good at teaching. The fact that she was very good looking made  her a model for some photoshoots here. She also appeared at one episode of Termehek-Mehek thingy on TransTV. She always had her nails painted with different colours and that was the cutest thing of her. She had to move out to China and at the last class I had with her, I gave her a purple bracelet because I was a sad bitch :(

Eric. AAAAAAHHHH ERIC. A Canadian. Awesome. Awesome. Blue eyed. Awesome. He taught us the proper way to use the curse words and made us promise him that we wouldnt tell our parents. He brought us snacks to the class. Introduced us his band back in Canada (?) with their Zombie Killah song. Epic. At the very last class I had with him, we arranged a fucked up farewell partay with candles, letters and a cupcake towel lol.

Matt. I had two Matts actually and I did like both of them. Matts are awesome. Both were so good to talk with. The second Matt had even told me that I was loud. Very loud. Lol. The first Matt had ever appeared in one episode of Kick Andy years ago, I guess. He was so witty, and nice, and awesome, and he played instruments well. So well. He ever gave me a full pack of his songs, I still have em now on my iPod :)

Jim. JIM IS AWESOME. He was the nicest person Ive ever met omg. I still remember the very short chit chats we had when we met, asking randomly about things and everything lol. A really friendly, humble, and good to talk to kind of person. He also gave me two copies of Dan Brown's books when I told him I was desperately looking for them. :)

8. My cabaret team. Yeah, I did drama/theater/cabaret when I was in middle school. I always loved every moment I spent to practice and be with them. They gave me opportunities to act, dance, and sing. I am so thankful that I was a part of them. In fact, I was the president kind of thing at the moment. I remember our performances. I still have the records :) I remember we practiced in this mirror room on how to walk, run and dance without making noise on the floor, how to talk loud and clear, how to act and be someone that is completely out of ourselves. I remember they taught me how to slap someone perfectly lol. Everything. Thanks in advance Smile Cabaret :) I've never had a chance to see any of you guys again but I sure wish you guys are doing well.

9. EEP Ladies. Amalia, Mila, Nana, Yunita, Audi, and everyone I met in EEP. They were the best ladies ever. Especially Amalia, Nana and Mila who went through a lot of levels with me together. They were there to have my back at my hard times. I remember the sushi and ice cream time we always had after class. Now that three of us are separated by distance in our own paths of study. Would be hard I know to reunite again but I always wish you girls the very well this world could ever offer.


Oh shit I shed a tear.