I could never be a normal person anymore.
It's 3.44AM as it appears on the screen. And in fact, I havent been to sleep at all.
Instead, I am now in a break from reading some slides for my finals. Accompanied by this TV -I dont know what movie they're playing but it seems quite good. Everyone else was asleep. They're tired, I suppose. The big family visit a week before was.. a complete mess. Not to mention the crying baby who threw up in the living room, loud hyper kids in the morning, a grandma who spoke like a truck horn in every word.
And not including the lack of sleep quality, blown up laundries, and an exhausted mum.
But anyways, lets just get over it.
It's 2012 people!
Let's start all over. Well, actually you can never start everything over. All you can do is, continue what you've started. Change. Manage. I made my new years resolutions yesterday. It was.. okay. I put everything that I feel like doing and things I want to have on the list. Priorities. Goals. Challenges. It's always good to have something you can look at and say "Yes, I'm on my way to get you".
Hmmm. This year's transition was the simplest I've ever had. I kinda didnt feel the.. I dont know what it's called, the spirit? Maybe the euphoria. It was just like a normal day, normal night, normal hours, normal activities. Garden party that didnt last for long, kids, tired people.Nobody got it through the midnight even.
But I did.
Spent it with my overseas so-called-brother on Skype. It was fun. I had so much good laugh. Oh and he sang too. Guitar playings, nice songs.. I dont know how to say it but I always like it when someone sings with a guitar. You can never describe how it feels, but it always makes me happy.
Ummm so, I'm starting to hear voices outside. Turns out, it's 4.12AM. I dont know where the time went, it went so fast as I grew up. Wow.. just came to my mind that this year.. I'm not gonna be in a uniform anymore. I'm not gonna think about how my life would be when I'm graduated. And all the things I used to wonder about when I was at school.. has come to this very moment. Here I am. I'm 17. Turning 18 this year.
I'm growing up. I'm getting older. Wow. Seriously, where was I 5 minutes ago? And looking now, I just got older for 5 minutes. Well, maybe 6 minutes.
OMG do you believe that I just heard a growling sound outside? Anyways, sorry. I got distracted a lot.
So.. might as well I go back to my finals-revise. My holiday is ending this week and that means the finals are coming in the next week. I dont wanna waste my time for nothing, I swear.
Happy 2012 to all of you! Hope you had a great 2011. Wish me luck for my finals, shit just got serious. I hope each of you are having a really good time when you're reading this :) Oh and ps: thanks to my so-called-brother for keeping me company till 3 in the morning and the patience to explain me about dingdong, singing till it sounded like a lullaby. Sorry for keeping yo ass awake. Peace outtt -man voice-
-Closes the tab and opens the slides- Back to life, people.
xx
Vin
It's 3.44AM as it appears on the screen. And in fact, I havent been to sleep at all.
Instead, I am now in a break from reading some slides for my finals. Accompanied by this TV -I dont know what movie they're playing but it seems quite good. Everyone else was asleep. They're tired, I suppose. The big family visit a week before was.. a complete mess. Not to mention the crying baby who threw up in the living room, loud hyper kids in the morning, a grandma who spoke like a truck horn in every word.
And not including the lack of sleep quality, blown up laundries, and an exhausted mum.
But anyways, lets just get over it.
Let's start all over. Well, actually you can never start everything over. All you can do is, continue what you've started. Change. Manage. I made my new years resolutions yesterday. It was.. okay. I put everything that I feel like doing and things I want to have on the list. Priorities. Goals. Challenges. It's always good to have something you can look at and say "Yes, I'm on my way to get you".
Hmmm. This year's transition was the simplest I've ever had. I kinda didnt feel the.. I dont know what it's called, the spirit? Maybe the euphoria. It was just like a normal day, normal night, normal hours, normal activities. Garden party that didnt last for long, kids, tired people.Nobody got it through the midnight even.
But I did.
Spent it with my overseas so-called-brother on Skype. It was fun. I had so much good laugh. Oh and he sang too. Guitar playings, nice songs.. I dont know how to say it but I always like it when someone sings with a guitar. You can never describe how it feels, but it always makes me happy.
Ummm so, I'm starting to hear voices outside. Turns out, it's 4.12AM. I dont know where the time went, it went so fast as I grew up. Wow.. just came to my mind that this year.. I'm not gonna be in a uniform anymore. I'm not gonna think about how my life would be when I'm graduated. And all the things I used to wonder about when I was at school.. has come to this very moment. Here I am. I'm 17. Turning 18 this year.
I'm growing up. I'm getting older. Wow. Seriously, where was I 5 minutes ago? And looking now, I just got older for 5 minutes. Well, maybe 6 minutes.
OMG do you believe that I just heard a growling sound outside? Anyways, sorry. I got distracted a lot.
So.. might as well I go back to my finals-revise. My holiday is ending this week and that means the finals are coming in the next week. I dont wanna waste my time for nothing, I swear.
Happy 2012 to all of you! Hope you had a great 2011. Wish me luck for my finals, shit just got serious. I hope each of you are having a really good time when you're reading this :) Oh and ps: thanks to my so-called-brother for keeping me company till 3 in the morning and the patience to explain me about dingdong, singing till it sounded like a lullaby. Sorry for keeping yo ass awake. Peace outtt -man voice-
-Closes the tab and opens the slides- Back to life, people.
xx
Vin
people dont do what they write on their resolutions at the end, its a shame.. But I sure wish this lil darling would make it the whole year. Happy new year, VinM
ReplyDelete-Jane
the nye part was the story of my life
ReplyDeleteanon: well, I always think that people need to have something to hold on to in their life. soo, thanks so much babe!
ReplyDeletejj: ha! give me five